It's not like that

I'd like to start off this new post differently. This one is not about love, it's not about perfect guys, or about stereotypical high school drama this is about CHANGE. I'd like to thank you, and yes I expect you to know who you are for giving me this opportunity. Life is wonderful and I am now able to look at it without any clouds shrouding my vision. I can now see clearly who I am, what I want, and mainly you have let me understand reality. Isn't that what you said I lacked? I now understand that no matter how many times someone says they care about you, they will still hurt you. I'm not saying it was a melodramatic breakup that I will need the next few months to get over because it's definitely not one of those. I had always seen it coming it just hadn't happened. I want to thank you for letting me realize that half the people out there are fake, they pretend to be caring and tell you the L word and stay up all night listening to your plans. It all seems so grand and wonderful at the beginning but it's all an act. There are a few people out there who genuinely care. That leads to our conclusion; I want to thank you for allowing me to open up my heart and let those people in. Those who I know will never let me down, just like I thought you would. I wish you a wonderful, painstakingly, realistic life. Don't drown in your misfortunes, there's always a sunny side. :)